1 Oct 2008

Unchecked emotions.

As you stare into the broken mirror, you know what is about to become of you. The shards reflect how broken you feel. The fine mirror dust shows how easily you can be blown away when that time comes! But most of all, the cut on your hand, reflected in the broken glass, drips hope and faith and respect away from you.

Emotions go haywire, unchecked.
Pain becomes a way of life.
The truth bleeds and drains everything that made sense.
The inner musings and stochastic thoughts turn into reality.
Trust dies.
The credence you placed within yourself, that you could find the strength to smile again; falters.
The chance of seeing yourself free from guilt, fades.
The possibility of things falling into place, just remain a possibility.


Anger swells within like a stormy gale itching to unleash it's fury, and instead cuts us open; a laceration refusing to heal.
The lips that smiled have cracked open, they cannot heal.
Death and decay come to the fore.
Hazy illusions of happy times torment us.
Reality becomes an addiction that we cannot get rid of.
The sea refuses to calm you.
The gentle breeze haunts us.
Life throws taunts at you.
Mayhem ensues.

The only thing that keeps you alive, is that single smile you saw. That is all you need. That is all you crave for.
You.

The blood on the mirror gently drips onto the floor. The tides continue.

45 comments:

Kartz said...

"Hazy illusions of happy times torment us.
Reality becomes an addiction that we cannot get rid of."
--- couldn't ve been put better.

Loved the way you wove it all... Very telling.

Peace.

Anindita said...

Thank you so much. I hope to see you around more often!! :)

Arvind S said...

>:D<..i hope things will be fine and mayhem just a pessimistic view

Anindita said...

:)

I hope so too!

rainboy said...

so much depth in these words
you have written it very very well

kyamaloom said...

Nice man. Pretty nice!!
Take Care.

Gunjan Aylawadi said...

lucky is d one u crave for!!
inspires u to write such awesome lines :)
hugs

Lucifer said...

i kno how it feels when d mirror breaks...d cut is deeper than it looks n leaves a mark forever...

it was beautifully expressed...each word stirred smthn inside

but i hope this was jus imagination...hugzzz!!!

Express said...

Oh my gowd
where do u get this from?

Brilliant!
just way too beautiful.

Hemanth Potluri said...

of all the things ...The only thing that keeps you alive, is that single smile you saw



this line has soo meaning..s a small smile can change everything..so nicely ritten yaar..good job :)..

urs..hemu..

Trinaa said...

beautiful..simply beautiful :))

Anurag said...

Wow....The only thing I could get was "stochastic"....

*Goes back to read Intelligent Systems* :D

Vishesh said...

well well,we seem to be feeling the same thing at the moment....*sigh

Anindita said...

@ Vicky

Thank you.

@ Sutta

I hope that comment was genuine. I know how much you loathe those words!! :D

@ Gunj

Lucky they are indeed! :D

Hugs right back! :)

@ Mayz

Well, it is nice to know that you could relate to it. Not too many people can. Part imagination, part experience.

*Hugs*

@ Express

Gracias mademoiselle!!

Pain has a way of leaving it's mark.

Anindita said...

@ Hemanth

Thank you!!!! :)

@ Trinaa

Danke! :)

@ Anurag

*grins*

Seriously, you didn't get anything else???!!! :(

@ Vishesh

*hugs*

You get right out of the depressed mood! Go celebrate. There are so many festivals to choose from!! Take care.

Anonymous said...

Anger swells within like a stormy gale itching to unleash it's fury, and instead cuts us open; a laceration refusing to heal.
The lips that smiled have cracked open, they cannot heal.
Death and decay come to the fore.
Hazy illusions of happy times torment us.
Reality becomes an addiction that we cannot get rid of.


and more..

each line is a treat to a withered soul like mine...

i feel u

take care

Scribblers Inc said...

thats thoughtful writing...me, your everyday melancholy, would see the stars through all the misery...

I SUCK at poetry...SEE!!?!

SCribblers Inc.

P.S.-those were some real sweet words you left on my blog. Its people like you who i write for. Rather, its people like you who make me write.thanks!! :D

Chronicler said...

heart wrenching to the core...wondefully put together...

Anindita said...

@ Veens

I'm glad I could help but I wish you wouldn't be so withered! That hurts. Take care.

@ Scribbler's

You don't suck at poetry, you just haven't yet found the write way to blend it in! As for the stuff I wrote on your blog, you deserve it, all the bits and more! Cheers. ^^

@ Swayam

You are here after eons! Welcome! And Gracias. :)

Heart'n'Soul said...

Ani

This is AWESOME... so much depth. so much meaning ... just so perfect

Especially loved these lines
***Hazy illusions of happy times torment us. Reality becomes an addiction that we cannot get rid of

WOW :-)
And girl, miss ya too...
Muah
D

WarmSunshine said...

that's a very nicely written post :)
nice page!
Good luck!!

Sameera Ansari said...

Loved the depth of this vignette!Very well etched,and very true :)

Keshi said...

**Reality becomes an addiction that we cannot get rid of

And escapism becomes an addiction too :)

Good one here Anindita!

Keshi.

humbl devil said...

could relate to everything except these lines...

Anger swells within like a stormy gale itching to unleash it's fury, and instead cuts us open; a laceration refusing to heal.

i detest anger as an emotion...in myself and in others...
i find it real hard to get angry...

Saim said...

what a write up yaar...am speechless!!!
I find it so difficult to put words to such moments but u hv dun superbly. masterpiece!!!

Mysterious Mia said...

can just just thois was straight from the heart.....

good read babes.....but hoping yur alright....take care sweety

Cяystal said...

Anu and Ani..where have you been? :P

Abishek Ravi said...

Guess who is reading your post??? :-P
Kitna Poetic funda hai boss :-O

Solitaire said...

***The truth bleeds and drains everything that made sense.

Love this line. So telling of the illusions that we live in.

Nefariousoutlook said...

have been reading your blog for sometime now and i must say this is one of my fav.. you write very well..every word in this post was thought provoking...hats off!!

Chaggoholic.... said...

Wonderful lines dear.I see d Joker's chaos transferred on to you.LOL Kp writin dear....

Prabhu Dutta Das said...

The Mirror: Reflection
Me: Smile.
The Mirror: Hollowed,empty smile.
Me: The cuts.
Mirror: The blood the pain all too vivid.

....
....
....

Mirror: You and Me!
Me: Lets make this work, let one smile be worth all the pains!

Shravan Vijayaprasad said...

As someone said, the mirror when it breaks leaves a deeper cut than what is seen outside :( Last week, one of my friends by mistake broke a miror and got a huge cut and I was reminded of that!

P.S:
Why are you philosophical most of the times??
I want to see your fun side!!

chacha said...

Long Live Happiness!
Long Live The Smile :)

K.C said...

Interestin blog...

Is that all u need ? a single smile... All of us are probably craving for a lot more en we know we are...

Homer Simpson! said...

Amazing way of putting things up. You writing is appealing x 10^100.

I thought of quoting the lines which I like but then I think the comment will be as big as the post.

Cheers!!

Karthik Murali said...

awesome blog man.
I was kinda down and ur writings actually made me my day..
keep writing :)
good luck to u and take care

Ankur Kakkar said...

nice poem as always !! what else have i got to say .. your poetry doesnt leave much scope for any critic !!

Macadamia The Nut said...

Powerful!!
Seriously!

Anindita said...

@ Div

I missed you too!! :)

@ Warmsunshine

Your name is so nice!! :) Thank you!! :)

@ Sameera

Thank you girl!! :)

@ Keshi

Glad to see you back on my blog again, I know I haven't been there on yours; but I have become more of a silent spectator! :)

@ Devil

It is a good thing that you know and keep your anger within check, most of us can't. I'm not saying the emotion is good; but it is probably one of the most honest and pure emotions that someone can have! It is a very weird way of putting it but give it a thought. Anger comes without much thought, there isn't much contemplation behind it; hence making the emotion as pure as it can get!!

Anindita said...

@ Comfortably Numb

Thank you! :)

@ Mia

Gracias girl. I'm good, as always!! :)

@ Aayushi

Sowwie, I have been super busy!

@ Abhi

*faints, wakes up from the dizzy spell only to faint again*

What, you are here!!! YAYYYYYYY!!!!!

@ Solitaire

:)
I'm glad you could relate to it! :)

Anindita said...

@ Nefarious

Thank you!!! :)

@ Chaggo

:D :D :D

Hehe.. Don't compare the Joker with me. He is so beyond comparison!!

@ PDD

Err.. I didn't get you.. :|

@ Shrav

Sorry to hear about the cut. As for me being in that random state always, I don't blog about daily life. I normally blog about the abstract and the surreal. The fun side normally goes into the diary! But, for you; well, I will! ;)

@ Chacha

Long live indeed! :)

Anindita said...

@ Mysterio

So much for the mystery!! Hehe..

Well, yeah; I need very little to keep me happy! :)

@ Homer Simpson

Awww... Thanks!! :)

@ Karthik

Welcome to my space. I'm glad I could cheer you up. :)

@ Ankur

Gracias! :)

@ Macadamia

Thank you. Seriously! =D

triyash said...

"know your enemy, and you can fight a hundred battles not losing a single"



----san tsu




seems you know your enemies very well **emotions**

triyash said...

and real strong lines...



liked it...