30 Oct 2011

The Wanderer..

It takes time to walk them steps again. It takes time to get back to writing, when you don't remember how to hold a pen. It takes time to think when your mind is everywhere and yet nowhere. It takes time. And effort. A conscious, time consuming effort. But it feels nice to be back. Even when you long to have him run his silken fingers on your soul..

Music is how you interpret life. Your music is personal. Just like your words. Just like your thoughts. Music is what saved me from drifting onto unknown one-way shores. Mind you, I have been only many unknown shores. But I have managed to come back from them. Sometimes, I am thankful that our tastes in music don't match. It let me listen to all my music in peace. It didn't bring back any distracting memory. Which in this case, is a good thing. It would have taken away my credence in music.

For now, bigger ambitions and bigger dreams seem to be awaiting at the end of the tunnel. The words may still be raw. The flair will definitely come back. It just needs a while.

Listening to - The first and second episode of The Dewarists.

3 comments:

Express said...

Well, like you said, Music is how one interprets life and one's music is always personal. It is greater than any other thing that is in our control.

And the best things are waiting for you. You just have to open the door to them :) <3!

Cяystal said...

You're still alive! duuuuuuuuuuuuude!
and the flair will come back. Soon! Dont cha worry babie. :*

Sach1 said...

True that.
I am sure past this 1 year stage but if ever you're back to this vicious circle, remember too sing along and dance hard.

I love Dewarist too :)

P.S. Blog a little more.